Tuesday, August 22, 2006

bye... for now...


So i guess i'm finally feeling it... It's starting to sink in.... I miss him...
People have been asking me time and time again whether i miss my brother... I never put much thought into it but just now when I was making a cup of coffee... I realised that he wasn't living in the same house as I anymore.
He used to make coffee late at night so he could stay awake to study... I remember him saying he would just drink it like a shot.
Funny how it took me this long to realise it... but i guess it was gonna sink in sooner or later.
wonder what he's doing right now
Guess i don't have a heart of stone anymore.
Hmmm... it's been about 4 days since he left. And I'm now only shedding my tears for him. I guess it doesn't help looking at pictures of him. (Ko, if you're reading this don't laugh, k?)
I guess I kinda miss all the things he says... all the things he does... His wisdom and thoughts... his patience.... I miss his presense
I felt like i hadn't said a good goodbye to him... hadn't hugged him enough... hadn't had a good last conversation...
I MISS YOU!
here's to you, KO
You're trully missed...

Friday, August 04, 2006

NOTHING VENTURED NOTHING GAINED





al-right-tee then.. looks like i'm missing an eye in that picture but anyway...


these are the highly dramatized thoughts of Cheryl Saw... in hopes that someday, someone somewhere out there might read this and remember me... so, here we go...
(warning! : thoughts may be extremely exaggerated and sarcastic or boring. so, approach with caution)

5 reasons why i'm starting a blog:
(just my way of justifying why i'm sitting in front of the computer at 0055 hours. so, just bear with me)
1. it's a feeble attempt of nursing my creative writing "skills" and self -expression (as would be encouraged by mummy)
2. my brain needs a break from all the studying i've been doing all day (call me a nerd if you must)
3. i just feel like doing it!!!
4. seemed like a pretty fun thing to do.. but now i'm having second thoughts (the thought of having to constantly update it is overwhelming)
5. (cant' think of another reason... sorry.. wait, why am i even apologising...)

ok ok... so... how do i even begin... well. i'm listening to all american rejects now- dirty little secret... seems appropriate.. don't ya think?


i suppose everyone wants to be the narrator of their life.. that little voice that narrates every action and movement and experience.. at least i do... just that day i was telling my friends how fantastic it would be if we had background music playing with every action we take. like when you're doing something naughty and in the back ground you hear "bad boys, bad boys, watcha gonna do..." that would be so cool , not to mention down right hilarious. hahah... i'd love it.. but after a while i suppose u'd be irritated by it.. still, it would be so cool...

so, moving on to more important things... trials are coming up.. to be more specific in about 55 hours (which leads me to think... what in the world am i doing here???) ok here comes the anxiety attack...

i can't wait till spm is over!!! oh, sweet freedom... i can taste it now... but wait! i haven't even begun my trials.... arrgh!!! oh well. i suppose it's something everyone has to go through

alright.. so i think i've had enough blogging for one night... not bad for a first- time blogger ay.... i'm so proud of myself.... (forgive the self-indulgence)

anyway... like any other self-professed blogger u need to have pictures right... so feast your eyes on these... i call them "VANITY"... so, until my next entry (which may or may not be posted a century from now)... enjoy...

not a very flattering picture.. i know.. but i love it!!

corporate vanity

mummy!!!

i love shoes!!!