bye... for now...

So i guess i'm finally feeling it... It's starting to sink in.... I miss him...

People have been asking me time and time again whether i miss my brother... I never put much thought into it but just now when I was making a cup of coffee... I realised that he wasn't living in the same house as I anymore.

He used to make coffee late at night so he could stay awake to study... I remember him saying he would just drink it like a shot.

Funny how it took me this long to realise it... but i guess it was gonna sink in sooner or later.

wonder what he's doing right now

Guess i don't have a heart of stone anymore.

Hmmm... it's been about 4 days since he left. And I'm now only shedding my tears for him. I guess it doesn't help looking at pictures of him. (Ko, if you're reading this don't laugh, k?)

I guess I kinda miss all the things he says... all the things he does... His wisdom and thoughts... his patience.... I miss his presense

I felt like i hadn't said a good goodbye to him... hadn't hugged him enough... hadn't had a good last conversation...

I MISS YOU!

here's to you, KO

You're trully missed...